CensoredEyes

Will it ever get any better? Will I ever have my moment in the light? Will this ever pass? Will the grass really be greener on the other side? Will there ever be a good reason for me to no longer hide? Will I ever again be able to sleep soundly at night? Will I ever win my on-going, one-sided fight? Will I ever be able to live the way I want to live my life? Because now I realize that false hope equals false love Everything you have told me has been nothing but lies In the beginning of it all you told me that you really cared But where were you when I really needed you there? You don't know the invisible-inner pain that I go throug

I can see that look in your eyes, even when they are closed I can still hear the words you said, even though I'm alone I can always feel the scars you left, even after you're gone "You should do better, you should be better, you need to be better, you need to do better." "And maybe I'll stop, maybe I'll do better too, and maybe we can live happily ever after." "Like the family I've always wanted, the life I've dreamed of, and we'll all be happier" You just said that you'll drink it all up, so there won't be any left for us to drink when we're older You just said that you couldn't remember anything, none of it, it's like your apology di

As I see your little candle light fade away in the distance         I see a tiny spark left hindering Leaning on the edge of darkness         on the ledge of my heart's despair, My eyes are slowly darkening The father's child, once a prodigy of tomorrow         a bright and promising future for the world Isotopic abandonation, there is no escape from my loneliness         there were no more hands to hold ~I am the blind son of the dying sun As I see your faint glow move farther and farther away         vanishing within seconds, there's no hope The disappearance of one's faith, leaves that one forever          never to retur